Sunday, August 02, 2009
okaes. in like two days i'll be eighteen, my bitterly anticipated eighteen. two sides of me are warring either to whoop or burst into tears.
i think i've hurt my left wrist which totally sucks coz i dont need an injured me on my bday. i wanna have fun and maybe get sloshed. well, at least michelle's gonna try and see if i can actually get sloshed or if i will just make faces at every alkie drink. hahahha.
have you noticed how much
you make me smile?
make me laugh and cry?
you're invoking feelings
long past and buried.
yet they're rising, surfacing
especially once you came round.
i could and probably do love you,
that much i know.
but you're so blind.
and she's the one you want.
i want you so bad.
and watching you with her,
hurts me.
i think i've hurt my left wrist which totally sucks coz i dont need an injured me on my bday. i wanna have fun and maybe get sloshed. well, at least michelle's gonna try and see if i can actually get sloshed or if i will just make faces at every alkie drink. hahahha.
have you noticed how much
you make me smile?
make me laugh and cry?
you're invoking feelings
long past and buried.
yet they're rising, surfacing
especially once you came round.
i could and probably do love you,
that much i know.
but you're so blind.
and she's the one you want.
i want you so bad.
and watching you with her,
hurts me.
what we could have been, 12:29 am.
